My santrum of peace

2006-12-14T23:08:00.000-08:00

from del's blog

OU GUYS ARE CODIALLY INVITED TO FLEA MARKET AT ZONE 8! (:

VENUE : FOYER OF BLOCK 656
IT WILL BE A CHRISTMAS PARTY TOO!!!

TIME : ANYTIME BETWEEN 8AM TO 6.30 PM

COME IF U WANT TO BUY CHRISTMAS GIFT ESPECIALLY!
WE SELL FLOWERS , EARRINGS , SOFT TOYS , AND EVERYTHING!

SO WAD ARE U WAITING FOR NOW???
C'MON DOWN NOW! (:

2006-12-01T07:17:00.000-08:00

I sit in your silence, afraid.
Waiting patiently for recognition.
For a Word.
For a Glance.
For a Touch.
But I am raw.
Because I watch your hands instead of writing...
and listen for your breath instead of breathing.

Its strange how close to you I feel.
And the need I have to hold you.
To make you smile....
And yet, I'm still sitting here, waiting,
For you to let me In.

2006-11-29T23:54:00.000-08:00

No Promises

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Every time you're near I feel like I’m in heaven, feeling high
I don’t want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.

I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Everytime you're near I feel like I’m in heaven, feeling high
I don’t want to let go, girl.
I just need you you to know girl.

I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don’t want to run away, I want to stay forever, thru Time and Time..
No promises

I don’t wanna run away, I don’t wanna be alone
No Promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love

No promises

I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here Tonight

I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight..

2006-11-29T17:54:00.000-08:00

i lend u my shoulder,
and tell u this,
sorry for making u feel guilty,
and sorry for making u suffer.

even if the driver decided to close the door and drove of,
i would jsut chase it,
chase it till a point where it would stop.
no matter how hard it takes.
no matter how long,
i would run none stop,
even if it kills me.

2006-11-28T06:35:00.000-08:00

waiting here...
all alone,
waiting here...
with just the the wind
waiting here...
hoping that u would show up,
hoping that the dull colours of my world
would be brightened up by ur smile

2006-11-28T05:44:00.000-08:00

today had to go to school for npcc...
well we were packing the stuff and getting it all ready for the big move.
and 1 thing which i must say ,
and which is getting on my nerve..
THE NPCC ROOM IS WAS TOO SMALLL!!!!
lol its like half of wat is it now =(
haix anyways...
went to leoons house after that,
we as in jj,leon,wlks and me played risks!!!
haha anyway here is smth

sorry elynn for making u wait there =(
anyways ur sick so have a good rest...

2006-11-27T07:03:00.000-08:00

hmm nothing much to tag about so i am going to do kar's quiz =D

name 13 of your friends you could think of now.

1. Eelynn
2. kar
3. Samantha
4. Josephine
5. Delphine
6. Zi Ya
7. Hannah
8. Joelle
9. Chew Yan
10. Howard
11. Michelle
12. Carmen
13. Charmaine

how did you meet 10?
[Howard] Classmates

what would you do if you never met 1?
[Eelynn] hmm missed out on great fun we had

what would you do if 2 and 6 dated?
OMG!!!

have you ever seen 4 cry?
[Josephine] nope.and hope not

do you think 10 is cute?
[Howard] wtf...

how did you get to know 8?
[Joelle] senior by lvl/jie/msn

would you ever go on a date with 12?
[Carmen] nope.

what is 7's favourite colour?
[Hannah] PINK=D

what would you do if 6 confess that he/she likes you?
[Zi Ya] Akward moment

facts about 9
[] nice person

who is 4 going out with?
[Josephine] her boyfriend|AHAM!!!

who is 5 to you?
[Delphine] M.W.T.L

would you ever live with 13?
[Charmaine] dontk now...

is 2 single?
[Kar] dont know =D

what do you think of 3?
[Samantha] ok,kinda fun girl

what's the best thing about 5?
[Delphine] EVERYTHING

what do you think of 11?
[Michelle] naughty meix

favourite memory with 2?
[Kar] hmm...

2006-11-14T09:08:00.000-08:00

Christmas is coming....
so prepare your to-buy list
heres mine...

-to-buy-list-
1.samsung YP-K5(4gb):$599++
2.creative x-mod:$139
3.ipod(80gb):$598
4.DSC-T50/B Cyber-shot T Series:$799
5.total roomm makeover:$1000+
6.uk reebok bag:???
7.pair of nike shoes...:???
8.pull and bear jacket:$125

total for now is....
$3260...
guesse i need to cut...
ahaha

2006-11-12T08:28:00.000-08:00

#1. Are you a chinese or english freako?: English FEAk!!!
#2. If time is going to stop; what will you possibly do for that time?: wad can you go when time stops? gonna sleepXD.
#3. Prefer a playpool or playground?: neither.
#4. Do you usually gossip about others; or being gossiped?: hmm kinda
#5. Do you like simple or complicated stuffs?: simply and yet beautiful
#6. Do you tackle numbers better; or alphabets?: numbers 1.2.3
#7. What makes you pissed off?: chinese.
#8. How's your childhood?: boring -.-
#9. Do you have inspiration without perspiration?: wat?
#10. Do you think 24 hours is too long, short or just okay?: SHORT!!!
#11. Would you judge people by their appearance?: hmm nope.
#12. What is attractive in your eyes?: anything!.
#13. Do you like the day or night, explain why: night,peaceful
#14. Do you treasure stuff that you own, or you have insatiable desires?: treasure stuff that i own
#15. If your computer just hanged up; with a long long document not being saved; how will you react?: take a hammer and bash the computer @@
#16. Do you believe in miracles?: Yes..
#17. Do you often tend to forget about the past; or trying hard to do so? What are you trying to forget?:trying hard to do so..personal
#18. In your mind, why are there colours?: is there?
#19. Have you ever pity those who are real pitiful; and shed tears for them; etc?: yes.
#20. Describe yourself as in attitude: haha no clue.
#21. Do you suddenly lose the grasp of hope to survive as yet?: yes.
#22. Give 3 advantages when you get to live: loving her.being with her.hoping for a chance XD
#23. What is your ambition in life?: lawyer or music director
#24. Do you believe in horoscope etc?: kinda
#25. Describe music in your life: GREAT
#26. Which country you would like to go: nth in mind
#27. What do you think blogging is about?: haha i jsut do it for fun.
#28. What kind of style you are trying to get hold off?: dont know.
#29. When you fail a test:?!?!
#30. Pass this to 9 friends; for them to get it done.
1. delphine
2. joelle
3. hannah
4. josephine
5. jessie
6. afiq
7. xiao xuan
8. xiao xian
9. shaun

2006-11-08T09:32:00.000-08:00

haha

and about tml....

went to vivo city with wei jun,del and jose.
its wwas GREAT fun...
and jose....(i haven forget..[BAO YING!!!])
first had our lunch andd the girls did their shopping...
went to watch a movie sneaking in loads of stufff.
omg i spent 16+ on chocolates @.@
but still i dont mind already XD
we watched flushed away!!!
movie was ok...
not that nice really...=(
then we went to play with water...
omg my jeans....
was wet liek helll !!!!
hmmm we seperated after a while form there left with 2 groups...=)
so thx for the great fun guys XD
expecially del...
dont worry u will get the jacket sooner or later : )

2006-11-08T09:27:00.000-08:00

ARRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

got into 3/7....

was somehow dissapointed and yet ok with it =)

hmm jsut seem very happy nowadays...

cant sleep....i am like eyes closed,lying on my bed and thinking am i asleep yet and when i open them..
well guesse not...

ok now to the fun part...

WOW!!!!!

got my new hp today...FINALLY!!

w810i fusion white ....

jsut to nice

came with a 150 dollars speaker for it

isnt it worth it?

2006-11-08T09:08:00.000-08:00

well lets talk about today hehe,
hmm went to work early in the morning
haha if u wanna know its soome kinda of printing company
here are some pics =D

(del!!!sleeping on the job ahaha)

hmm now back to today....
went to work and figured i was late @@
lucky dad drove me there hehe.
well say del and kar there came 15mins early...
thought no one was there untill someone sneaked on me by the back o.o
haha well nth much after work went to gym with del and kar.
ooo ya.....
"del.. y u look so like dissapointed liek that de today=("

haix...
walked from jurong sports complex to the mrt station with del and it wasnt as far as i expected ...

2006-11-04T11:06:00.000-08:00

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1.What Is Your Name?
shawn par.
2.What Is Your Age?
14.
-
3.Do You Love Someone?
Nope.
4.Does Someone Love You?
dont know.
5.Have You Felt That Someone Love You To Much
no.
6.If Yes,Are You Touched By It?
-
7.Are You Happy With Your Life?
neh.
8.Would You You Change Something That Happened If You Could?
Yes.
-
9.What Is Your Greatest Love?
loving her.
10.What Is Your Greatest Hate?
the pain.
11.What Is Your Greatest Wish?
Xmod!!!
-
12.Who Is/Are Your Best Friend/s?
no idea =(
13.Who Is Your Most Trusted Friend?
erm elle?
14.Who Is Your Oldest Friend?
myself dX
15.Whose Shoulder You Use To Cry On?
huh.
-

Now you have to get 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs.So write down their names in the list below.Tag them in their blog to let them know.
1)Delphine
2)Joelle
3)Carmen
4)Hannah
5)xiia0xiianN
And after the end of every test,you have to write about the friend who told you to do this =)
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2006-11-01T08:56:00.000-08:00

haix holidays so sian
it is this times when i really miss school....
sleeping through boroing lessons,
chatting with frens when teach is teaching,
playing poker in class during recess lol...
haha

well been play battlefield 2142 all day
till my rank is lance corporal gold -.-
hmm tml at least is smth special...
if things goes well gonna get $30 bucks i think =D

2006-10-29T01:51:00.000-08:00

went to causeway point today...
went there to take a look at some hps and at the new thnigs
that i am thiking of getting to totally remake my room.
heres smth to tag bout..
i have 4 choices:
sony ericson-W810i
nokia-n80 internet edition
nokia-7373
sony ericson-W850i

lol w810i may be out of the ques ccause the white one is a $100 dollar more expensive then the black one =(

2006-10-26T09:31:00.000-07:00

ok lets talk bout todays 5 min of fame...
its kinda ok well for a while.
hey wat u expect from 5min of practice @@
hha did a strawberry bd cake
with a budget of $10 it came out real nice
ended kinda bad
but still got our usual its really funny complement..

2006-10-26T08:27:00.000-07:00

1. Are you single, taken or crushing?
single.
2. Are you happy with your life now?
somehow no.
3. When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with her fast?
?.
4. Have you ever had your heart broken?
yup.
5. Do you believe in some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
no.
6. Would you take someone back if she cheats on you?
depends.
7. Have you ever talk about marriage with another before?
nope XD.
8. Do you want children?
eh don't know @.@.
9. How many?
my num 3 if i want to.
10. Would you consider adoption?
yup.
11. If someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know her feelings?
ne honest.
12. Do you enjoy getting into a relationship?
nvr did.
13. Be honest, what is the furthest thing you n your ex did?
tell u whenn i find one.
14. Do you believe in love at the first sight?
sorta.
15. Are you romantic?
eh..
16. Do you believe you can change someone?
yup.
17. Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
depends.
18. Do you have feelings for someone right now?
yes.
19. Have you ever wished that you could have had someone but you messed it up?
yes.
20. Have you ever broke a heart?
uhuh.
21. If one day your best friend falls in love with the girl you are deeply in love with, what would you do?
what if my best friend is a girl?.
22. Are you missing someone right now?
yeah.

Now you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs. Write down their names in the list below.Tag them in their blog to let them know.
1)Hannah
2)Joelle
3)bee hian
4)Jose
5)Michelle

2006-10-25T09:58:00.000-07:00

haix,
somethings still troublnig me...
got to prepare for the 5min of fame tml
well not sure wat the heck we are doin...
o well ahaha

my room is in a mess again!!!!!!
ddam it -.-
need to pack it again,
out with the lighter,
open the windows..
its time to pack d:

2006-10-25T09:53:00.000-07:00

ahaha!!!!
rains new habbit of sleeping XD

2006-10-23T04:07:00.000-07:00

wth!!!!
i jsut realised while customizing my friendster profile...
ii only have that many testi!!!
everyone start writing=<

2006-10-23T04:05:00.000-07:00

ooo...
uploaded the new song for my blog,
how to save a life by the fray.
if u dont here it then wait u should after awhile =)
its kinda a cool song,
and if u wan to know y?
it speaks bout part of my life,
listen to the lyrics.

2006-10-23T04:00:00.000-07:00

the white elegence of a rose,
so simply yet so beautiful.
a flower of memories,
a flower of sweet love.

2006-10-21T10:34:00.000-07:00

i feel very depressed today,
i guesse some things jsut cant be forgotten=(
i really wondered,
wat happened?
i really missed u,
i missed loving u.
i cant stand forcing myself not 2,
i really ccant stand it anymore.
maybe one day it would happen,
maybe one day i will realise that dreams would come through,
that it is worth goin through so much pain,
hopiing for smth

jsut 3 simple words,
jsut 1 phrase,
just 1 chance,

2006-10-19T09:12:00.000-07:00

its been awhile since i update...
well got my exam papers today @.@
failed 2 and passed the rest for now ...
nvr mind about that
gonna get a new phone maybe XD
w810 fusion white !!!!!
cant wait hehe.
hmm after school went to west mall,
o ya smth funny
saw kelvin at the best spot,
and he walked right into the pole ahaha!!!!!
went to west mall and baught a pc-game
| -2124- |
|battlefield|

not bad of a game,
feels liek counter strike
and adding with the difficulty,tanks,planes and titans.
hoping for 3 mroe games though maybe only can get one of these ...
need for speed carbon,
lort battle for middle eath II and
medal of honor airborne.
haha i am becoming a gaming freak @@

well holidays are coming..
anyone wanna go out??

2006-10-12T08:30:00.000-07:00

haix about to sleep so guesed will brighten up my blog with a little posting,
well goin to school tml for npcc again-.-
truth be told i missed npcc but only 1 prob
y so fast ask me go back again!!!!
pf!!!!
ZzZzZz...
at night not much to do...
jsut play games
watch tv,
play games,
and more tv...

well jsut thought of this poem though,

angels are our demons,
while demons are our angels.
angels let us live to suffer the pain,
while demons takes our life now and end the pain.
angels tells us to let fate decide with we do,
while demons tells us that life is wat it is if u want it to be.
people who beleive in angels strive,
but people who beleive in demons suffer.
so who am i?
a angel ..
or a demon..
or am i neither?
a guy who let others hurt him but dont mind,
a guy who hopes to leave this world but jsut cant because of love,
a guy who neighter strives nor suffers,
to make it simple i am nothing

2006-10-12T05:09:00.000-07:00

FINALLY!!!!!
exams are over,
books are gone,
computer is on,
my tv is on,
ahaha
but still blur from the maths paper though
kinda hard @@

haha bao bei!!!!!!

2006-10-05T03:57:00.000-07:00

hhhH...aaa..ii.x

im dam sick now,
y must this happen to me during exam -.-
if i 2 sick for exam
i sure go crazy de ...
lol so long nvr sick
only this day sick !!!
my body feels as if its in a over,
no no...its in the iice pole and im not wearing anythiing
argh!!!
my muscles ache
my neck ache
haix.
for 4 days liao..
hope nth wrong 0.0

2006-09-29T08:43:00.000-07:00

stress have finally simmered down...

FOR NOW ONLY!!!

done with chinese and eng papers finally..
not caring much bout the chinese paper cause i dont understand a single word in it!!!
as for my eng its a OMG!!!
paper 1 didnt write the format of the letter properly but still compo was kinda nice
wrote about a boy who died of over dose of drugs which was caused by his parents smuggling drugs.
and paper 2 was some what easy..
hehe

and i wan to say smth particular
sorry may have worried u for a while
dont worry i was jsut kinda sad at that moment

2006-09-25T08:52:00.000-07:00

omg!!!
forgotten about smth important last week
oh my
oh my i cant stand it
cant stand the thought that i forgoten
really gotta make amends for it now...

2006-09-24T07:11:00.000-07:00

More important than ur hw,More important than schoo,WAY!!!more important for ur exams,Its the all important bd of del in 9 days!!

2006-09-22T08:14:00.000-07:00

haha dont know y feel very happy today,
and yet stressful...exams are coming and i guesse thats a normal thing.
working really hard now to make my mark to either go to express or go into 3/6.
argh!!!!!
stress -.-

2006-09-13T05:53:00.000-07:00

I hate how you make me feel
Tearing myself from the inside
All for you
Over nothing
I can’t stand how you belittle me
Make me feel so worthless
I want to disappear
And go somewhere
Where I am not damned to this life
Whatever living really means
You see me sit there everyday
Watching me watch you
But you say nothing
You never do
Letting me rot from the inside
Fused with such a burning hate
That I scold myself
But hating myself more because
Hating you makes me love you more
If there was anything holy in this world
It would have taken me away
Driven away the demons that follow me
Pushed you away so that I could close my eyes
And not see you
Scarring me deep down where you cannot see
A place you thought was long dead
And what inconvenience would have been brought to you…
If you had saved me?
What other lies has passed from your lips…
Reaching eager ears?
You say one
And mean another
And for all this
I hate you
But what I really mean is
I love you
And I’m sorry

2006-09-13T05:45:00.000-07:00

sorry post for del!!!
sorry for grabbing ur hand that day=(
feeling really bad now..
heres 99 sorrys for u:

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=)

2006-09-13T05:36:00.000-07:00

its really sunny *.*

grabed!!

aiyo shaun,stop talknig on the phone

ah thats better
cheese @!!!@

everyone hair so funny ahaha

Pics of east coast =)

2006-09-07T22:01:00.000-07:00

A poet live to search for forgotten truth
in the darkest corners.

A poet breathes every single breath
knowing it could be his very last.

A poet speaks in color
like scarlet and sable and silver.

A poet's spirit lasts forever
lingering in his convictions.

A poet feels every wound acutely
the stings of society and self-inflicted cuts.

A poet is capable of healing
those he touches but never himself.

A poet bleeds through adjectives
like dreary and dark and dead and doomed.

A poet is both hated and revered
for he seperates the ugly truth from pretty lies.

A poet knows everything about too much
but not enough about so much more.

A poet prefers his own company
to those who pretend to care.

A poet cries in metaphor and personification,
his sky bleeding fat, clear drops.

A poet spills his heart
only to receive nothing in return.

A poet whispers defiance
to anyone subtle enough to notice.

A poet sharpens his wit and pen
as implements for battle.

A poet can describe the entirety of life
in the simplest of verse, like:

Life drowns and death smothers.
We're all caught somewhere in the middle,
gasping for air, struggling for breath,
screaming our poetry to the world.

2006-09-05T08:47:00.000-07:00

LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE.

Name: SHAWN

Birth date: 16 March 1992

Current status: single.

Eye colour: black

Hair colour: brown

Righty or Lefty: righty

Zodiac Sign: the fishh thingy

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE.

Your heritage: ?

Your fears: being alone

Your weaknesses: BALOONS!!!

Your perfect pizza: one with everything edible on it

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.

Your thoughts first waking up: goin back to sleep

Your bedtime: 12am-6am

Your most missed memory: running in the raiin

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK.

Pepsi or Coke: COKE!!!

McDonald's or Burger King: Mac.

Single or group dates: single

Adidas or Nike: Both

Lipton tea or Nestea: both 2

Chocolate or vanilla: chocvilla

Cappuccino or coffee: coffee

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?

Smoke: maybe lol

Curse: yes

Take a shower: yes

Have a crush: ya

Think you've been in love: uhuh.

school: kinda

Want to get married: ask jose again.

Believe in yourself: no

Think you're a health-freak: abit

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH.

Drank alcohol: yes

Gone to the mall: who doesnt

Been on stage: yes!!!blue sky

Eaten sushi: yes

Dyed your hair: nope

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER?

Played a stripping game: neh

Changed who you were to fit in: yp

LAYER EIGHT

Age you're hoping to be married: 28

LAYER NINE: IN A GIRL/GUY.

Best eye colour: bluesh

Best hair colour: ash brown

Short or long hair: long

LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.

1 minute ago: chatting.

1 hour ago: car

4.5 hours ago: east coast bbq~~~

1 month ago: Com!

1 year ago: exam prep

LAYER ELEVEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE.

I love: her and,and..

I feel: hurt

I hate: pain

I hide: sadnnes

I miss: her

I need: nth

LAYER TWELVE: TAG 5 PEOPLE.

NUMBER ONE! ; DIONE

NUMBER TWO! ; LEANE

NUMBER THREE! ; DELPHINE

NUMBER FOUR! ; CARMEN

NUMBER FIVE! ; JOELLE

2006-09-05T08:45:00.000-07:00

Give me your hand,
And lead me away.
Teach me your infinite knowledge,
That no child should know,
Yet you do, and so will I.

Tell me of the times,
When silence was simply not a sound,
Not a whisper, your angelic voice did not ring.
And of the times when stillness meant,
That there was absolutely nothing.
No wind through the trees,
Clouds upon the sky.

Remind me of the time we danced in the rain,
Which turned into snow,
White, pure, innocent.
Like we were once then.
Each season came once a year,
Life shed with fall.
Died within winter,
And bloomed again in spring.

Show me the dark red roses,
And the stunning Victorian corpses,
With their bleached pallid skin.
Leading us into the land of the departed,
Amongst the ghosts and specters,
We will create our own world.
Where silence, takes the place of words
Stillness replaces motion.

Locked in an embrace,
Within this ghost land.
Our lips in one last kiss
As you show me a world of passion,
Like an ocean, never revealing its depth.

2006-08-31T22:37:00.000-07:00

omg!!!
im the new chairman @@
haha never expected it till mr lim told me,
well im somehow happy and yet sad,
nvr mind bout this...
visited my prim school yesterday,
so much has change after 2 years
was like not used to itt haix,,
but saw miss lee my prim 3 and 4 teacher !!!
took some photos with her 2 hehe
also have a great time with some old school mates,
it was awesome
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now bout wed...
went to Singapore poly that day,
it was damm big!!!
great courses but we had to liike walk from 1 end to the other,
worst than 2.4 0.0
haha first we had a lecture bout the courses,
then we had a treasure hunt,
my team wwas with hoe loon,leon,hui siong and charmaine and her frens.
and charmaine was our captain..
it rained that day and so of course the floor was wet
oh my i almost fell down like 6 times and to add on,
it was at the high high stairs...
freaking scary!!!
we went up and down,
left and right,
ask here
as there
ask everywhere
till we got our answers
and to our surprise it was all kinda worth it as we got a prize for that
we came in the top 10 =)
a pen and some chocolates
my fav kind 2 hehe
well after the whole experience i already deecided wat i wanna take,

here are my choices:
1)Marine Engineering
2)Aerospace Electronics
3)Interior design
4)Music & audio tech
5)Business Administration
6)Nautical Studies

all in random order ...

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as for today went to play basketball,
rulled at 2.0
and was liek totallyworn out from defending a ball from our opponent,
well not a bad day though :)

2006-08-28T08:14:00.000-07:00

omg!!!
i have fallen in love with the walkman mp3
6gb memory/stylish and nice
i dont midn seliing my ipod for this =)
haha

2006-08-27T03:10:00.000-07:00

just back from guitar lessons,
was kinda weird today..only 2 people showed up.
i was like wat happen?i nvr came from 2 weeks and almsot everyones missing -.-
teacher gave us special lessons today,
dam it my hand hurts from playing chords ..
well kinda fusrtated so
i will end with this short post

2006-08-26T22:33:00.000-07:00

gonna get jose for this -.-"
ok the quiz

~~Quiz ~~

1. full name: Shawn Par Yong Xiang

2. name backwards: gnaix gnoy rap nwahs

3. were you named after someone: who noes

4. meaning of name: brave?lols

5. nickname: par par

6. screen name: şhawň-"Don't say sorry because I'm hurt. Say sorry because you're hurt."

7. D.O.B: 16 March 1992

8. place of birth: SINGAPORE

9. nationality: singaporean

10. current location: living room.

11. star sign: Pisces

12. religion: buddhist.

13. height: 162CM.

14. weight: 50+ i think

15. shoe size: 9-10

16. hair colour: bit light brown

17. eye colour: black and brown

18. who do u look like: more like my dad

19. innie or outtie: both.

20. lefty or righty: righty

21. gay, straight, bi or others: straight.

22. best friends: erm del,elle,hannah

23. best friends i trust most: all

24. favourite pals: shaun,ivan,howard,kelvin,matthew......

25. best friend of opposite sex: read 22

26. best buddies: ?

27. boyfriend or girlfriend: girlfriend.

28. crush: d..

29. parents: mom and dad

30. worst enemy: ...

31. favourite online guy: shaun

32. favourite online girl: Delphine

33.. ----- system off-----

34. craziest friend: Del

35. advice friend: joelle

36. loudest friend: Jose!!!

37. person you cry with: myself

38. any sisters: yes 2

39. any brothers: no

40. any pets: Rain ahaha

41. any disease: nope

42. pager: used it as a chew toy for rain

43. personal phone line: yes

44. cell phone: uhuh

45. lava lamp: nope

46. pool or hot tub: wont mind haaving both

47. a car: wait till im 21

48. your personality: depends on who you are

49. driving: nothing

50. car you want: BMW M6/rx-8

51. room: MY bedroom

52. whats missing: her

53. school: Holy innocence pri,St Anthony pri, commonwealth sec

54. bed: single.

55. relationship with parents: past=gd/present=bad

56. believe in myself: no

57. believe in love at first sight: yes

58. good listener: yes

59. get along well wif parents: kinda

60. save e-mail convos: ya

61. pray: for happiness

62. believe in reincarnations: ya

63. make fun of people: of course

64. like to talk on the phone: depends

65. want to get married: jose noes

66. like to drive: YES

67. motion sickness: mrt, bus, taxi,car

68. eat stem of broccoli: NO!!!

69. eat chicken with fork: hands!!

70. dream in colour: white

71. type with your fingers on home role: ?

72. sleep with stuff animals: im a guy!!

73. next to you: table

74. on the walls of ur room: blue

75. on ur mouse pad: dust

76. dream car: Ferrari 599 GTB Fiorano

77. dream date: d...

78. dream honeymoon spot:

79. dream husband or wife: wat...

80. bed time: any time

81. under ur bed: floor.

82. single most impt question: forgive me?

83. bad time of the day: when i am eviling someone

84. your worst fear: losing u

85. the weather is: cloudy

86. time: 1.56pm

87. date: 27 AUG 06

88. best trick did on someone: dumping water on someone

89. theme song: wats that?

90. hardest thing bout growing up: not having fun.

91. funniest experience: tons

92. scariest experience: nightmares.

93. silliest thing you have ever said: i love you

94. most desperate and funniest thing i have ever done to get the opposite sex: not funny...

95. scariest thing while u are wif ur frenz: bd bash!!!

96. worst feeling: love someone

97. best feeling in the world: holding her hand

98. AND NOW THE SABOTAGING BEGINS!!! CHOOSE EIGHT TO DO THE QUIZ!!!!

&/ SHAUN!
&/ VANESSA!
&/ HANNAH!
&/ JOELLE!
&/ DIONE!
&/ LEANNE!
&/ JERYLN!
&/ AFIQ!

2006-08-26T22:24:00.000-07:00

I know i'm not a perfect friend,
You're broken heart, i've tried to mend.
Instead i made you hurt and cry,
Maybe i should say goodbye.
Would it be better for me to go?,
I asked you, and you said "No".
Why say no when i hurt you so bad,
But believe me,
you're not the only one that's sad.
I made my best friend hurt like mad,
If i left would you be glad?.
Deep in my heart,
I'll always know,
I'll love you always,
Even if i go!

2006-08-26T22:23:00.000-07:00

You forgive me for liking you too much,
And I'll forgive you for not liking me enough.

You forgive me for missing you so,
And I'll forgive you for being so cold.

You forgive me for the loud racing of my heart,
And I'll forgive you for not hearing it.

You forgive me for playing your games,
And I'll forgive you for toying with my emotions.

You forgive me for finding you so attractive,
And I'll forgive you for not noticing.

You forgive me for raising you up so high,
And I'll forgive you for bringing me down so low.

You forgive me for wanting to be with you,
And I'll forgive you for avoiding me.

You forgive me for being so pathetic,
And I'll forgive you for taking advantage of it.

You forgive me for not being able to let go,
And I'll forgive you for never having latched on.

You forgive me for having hopes and dreams,

And I'll forgive you for crushing them.